.mad.

there is nothing that makes me more angry than people hurting my friends.

it's pretty hard to get my genuinely angry at me for ANY length of time longer than, say, 2 minutes.

but when people i care about get hurt, it makes me mad.

i don't know if that's the definition of "righteous anger", but i feel like it could be, although it's possible i'm just rationalizing.

and what if i'm more angry than the person who actually got hurt? what if they get over it quickly, or just don't think about it, but anger would still be perfectly valid?

i guess sometimes i just do it for them...

but why, why, WHY would anyone want to instigate pain?

why?

i'm pretty sure i'll never understand...