.huh what?.

that's kind of what's been going through my mind as this week hit me like a 2000 pound elephant on speed. i feel like i missed something....like the point at which my life became hell.

and yet here it is. i'm living it. and the worst part is that i know how much more there is to come. i can see it. till November 14th...i'm history.

but ya know what?

i know how it's all gonna get done. and i know it's not gonna be me.

thank God. cuz i couldn't do it. not even close. i'd already be flat on my face.

but mercifully monday's over and life's looking up cuz i made it through yesterday. YES!

JSYK...sometimes i think i hate the theater. but then i smack myself on the forehead and wonder what the heck i was thinking. cuz i love it. where else could i see nearly as often overwhelming proof that our God is bigger?!?!